1. I like all kinds of good food

2. I like to dress nicely and make an effort to be put together when I go outside the house

3. I like dogs

4. I like not needing a car

but mostly

5. I like to walk really, really fast. I do not like dawdlers and slowpokes. If you are shuffling slowly along the path, admiring your loafers or the sky or whatever, I will fucking draft you, then I will pass you. I am not in a “hurry” per se, I just do NOT like to walk slowly. Ever.

When I visited Manhattan several years ago, I swear one of my most favorite things of all was to merge into sidewalk traffic and feel like FINALLY the rest of the world was going at my pace. Walking there was like a dream.

That said, there are many other reasons I could not live in New York, but anyway.

20 yrs of puberty

I am starting to feel like I will never, ever have clear skin. Ever. There will always be blackheads, whiteheads, spots, no matter what I do, what products I use, what I eat, no matter WHAT. This has been going on for twenty years and I am SICK OF IT. I have been to the dermatologist, and used many, many topical rx products. I have taken accutane. I have used every fucking treatment under the sun, expensive to cheap, EVERYTHING, and it still has not gone away. I will never, ever have clear, smooth, unblemished skin. Ever. Thanks dad.

bears

After dinner last night, we took a long walk with the dog. The air was cold and moist and opaque. Kona trotted happily along over the damp sidewalk and leaves.

Halfway through the forty-minute journey, we came to the corner Chevron station, where there is a menagerie of lifelike iron bears — mamas surrounded by their cubs. When we have filled the tank at this station with Kona in the car, she has spotted these statues and growled at them, which is hilarious. We decided to introduce her to them face to face.

She was jumpy and nervous at first. I climbed on the back of one baby bear and grabbed its frozen fang with my hand. “Say hi, Kona!” I said.

So she approached, slowly, and sniffed noses with it.

Brian and I couldn’t help giggling. The cold metal bear nose did not have the scent she expected, so Kona was even more befuddled. As we left, I think she still thought they were real bears that were just being very quiet and waiting to eat her. Cutehead.

We walked up the tall hill home. When we got to our street I touched my hair; it was damp from the veil of fog that was sliding through town.

tonight’s special because

It’s the six-year anniversary of our first date. Wow! Also the night we met. We’ll celebrate by going out for Brian’s favorite food: pizza.

In the oven right now: pumpkin walnut muffins.

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friday

Yet more tulips to plant tomorrow — the last of them. It’s kind of cool to be planting something in the ground that will hibernate for several months before showing a stem. I am dropping the bulbs into their wells with a bit of black kitchen compost, a nice snack to get through the winter. In spring I’ll spread a mix of soil and compost all around my plants. They are all going to be fucking huge.

This week has felt interminably long. Tomorrow Brian’s away at a martial arts seminar much of the day, but I will have the car, so I’ll be grocery shopping and taking Kona to the dog park as per usual. At the store I’m getting t-giving ingredients, mostly a ton of spices, and stuff for a pumpkin pie.

Today I decided to do most of my xmas shopping at Whole Foods. They have so much rad stuff there, and it’s two blocks from my office. I could get this all taken care of by the first week of Dec.

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